Happy Sunday everyone. Tomorrow will be the last day of my first week of school and it has been a little rough on me. I have been out of schools for 10 months and going back is taking a lot out of me. First off I am taking way more notes than I ever took in the past, I guess you could say that is a good things because it means I am serious about school :) But even with all of the stress I could not be happier about continuing my education. It is something that is very important to me and something that I want to succeed in. I am hoping that going back to school will be the start of a new beginning for me, because Lord knows I need one. Last year was pretty tough on me emotionally and so was the first half of this year, but I am determined to make a change in my life for the better. Now, along with new beginnings come new fears, of course. Will I be good enough? Am I smart enough? Will I be able to handle the pressure? Will I disappoint those who believe in me? Those are all questions to which I have no answers. I do not know if I will be good enough, but I am going to try my hardest. I don't know if I am smart enough, but I'm going to study and take as many notes as possible and ask for help when I need it. I am not sure if I will be able to handle the pressure, but I am going to try and manage my time and assignments so that I am not trying to complete 5 things at one time. Finally, I have no idea if I will disappoint those who believe in me, then again if they really believe in me than there is no way to disappoint them. What I am trying to say is that I have fears, who doesn't? But I hope that the way I overcome those fears defines me as a person, I hope that I can inspire myself and maybe along the way inspire others. So, here is to new beginnings and the new fears that come along with them!
No comments:
Post a Comment